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I messed up again

No. Just... no.

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I'm... going home this weekend. See you all on Monday...

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Lately I've been pretty busy with schoolwork and stuff, haven't really had time to do anything fun... And I'm broke, anyway, maybe I should find a job...?
And I wonder if I should visit home some time, Kanisawa's been asking me to... I kinda miss her and Aoga. Why won't they come here?

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So... The onsen trip was actually kinda nice. But I'm really happy it's over already... damn kids It's fun to relax a bit sometimes... I've been studying way too much lately. But really, I wanna get good grades and the report cards are coming soon... Damn.
And, I met my new roommate. Used to share a room with Aizen, but I hardly ever even saw him... So, though that maybe a new roomie coulda be a good thing. I was wrong. That Ulquiorra guy hates me. Well, I don't like him either. He's... kinda weird... Something's wrong with him for sure

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So... I going to visit home this weekend. Or actually my friends... I don't always remember to reply to Kanisawa's e-mails, so I thought that maybe I should go to visit her.

And of course, I'll visit father too. I wouldn't really wanna, but I guess I'll have to... I really just hope he's alright. Though it might be that he isn't. Oh well.

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Allright, now I gotta cool down. I hate losing it like I did earlier. Gotta practice self-control... Shit.

I've been here for longer than a week now and I'm still a bit lost. It kinda sucks. I guess I just gotta try to get used to this place.

And, honestly, I'm trying to concentrate on school stuff and all, but that's not easy. The new assignment thing sounds a bit difficult to do if I can't concentrate on it perfectly. I haven't even done the former assignments, but I guess I should. Damn.

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